How long do I need to get back up? Why am I not even half way up? It still hurt's badly. I've been through this before, this is not the first time. Not the first time of what? Of getting involve? Of that person go back to their ex? Of that person hurting you? Of me hurting myself? It feel's like god is teasing me. Testing me. I'm never good at god's test. It's like its so close yet I can't even reach, I can't even see it.
For many years, I've been asking myself, been asking my friends, what is love? A word I dare not commit, a word a dare not use to that speacial someone. A word that is divine and must be use wisely. I already know what it means. I know how to use it yet I'm so scared to use it.......
sue me
I swear this one is different, thats y Imma take her anywhere she wana go,let her meet my friends so they can lecture me again about how reckless i have been
Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I want still stays the same
And I know what I should do
it's time to set myself on fire