One cycle, here we go again. I remb, when everything was fine and it went smoothly, then sudenly I was caught off guard. Well, till now I was wondering if it was my fault? Till now I don't even know why. The feeling of totally something and sudenly pure nothingness just sickening, makes me wana puke. That sucks yes?
Well I've been thinking... Thinking and thinking. The reason we dream when we sleep is because our mind is thinking. Just like anyone, I can't stop thinking. Thinking bout something, everything and nothing. This heavy heart feeling, how do I different shape it as paranoah or something bad gona happen? The only way I know it if emotions don't cloud my judgement. There has to be another way to know. There has to.
Random words by random person on a random blog reading by random people. Sue me.
Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I want still stays the same
And I know what I should do
it's time to set myself on fire