My handphone died tonight. When I got back home and charged it, I got a a message from her making me smile. She just made my day again. It's damn amazing, yet damn scary. She's amazing but it scares me. I'm easily frightened it seems. I'm scared that one day she would just disapear I guess. Afraid she give him another chance and afraid of not giving us a chance. Afraid of many things. Fact is she be going somewhere for 1 yr, k not really but somewhere there. That scares me too. Thinking to far but fact is everyday I woke up afraid as everyday I wake up is another day closer to that day. It's such a drag. I don't have any more ciggies and that doesn't make anything better! She makes me happy but I'm scared.
Half way story again....sue me
Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I want still stays the same
And I know what I should do
it's time to set myself on fire