I just realised i can update my blog via i phone. That means I dont need to bring my lazy ass to the compt. Huray to technology! Well its 5 30 am in the morning n I cant sleep. I nd to wake up in 5 hrs time. Sleepless nights I hate you so. I hate trying to sleep. To many things on my mind. My eyes are tired but I cant seem to sleep. I wonder...hmmm. Many people thinks that we are the wind that is blowing the grass to the direction we wishes it to be, the truth is, we are the grass that follow which direction the wind blows. Maybe i'm just tired. Tired of convincing myself. Tired of knowing. Tired of learning. Tired of understanding. Tired of caring.... I shuld take a rest for awhile. It is the best interest of everyone afterall. If i fall, I will make it worth fall, and when that happens,I will do what I always do, stand back up. Now is not the time to hesitate and now is not the time to let emotions cloud my judgment. Now is definatly not the time to worry of what others think for awhile.


PS: It breaks my heart to see her cry and the worst part is, it was because of me :(