I hate good things gone bad when it just infront of you. Something went real bad but I don't know what. I lie, I know. Sometimes I know too much for my own good. Was toking to Din Qad n Zat just now, placebo effect. Is that it? Is it why I'm always right about the wrong things? Sometimes I feel like just running away to a place where there is no problem and trouble where I can do what I want....No...I feel like grabbing her hand and ask her to run away with me to a place where she won't be troubled, where she won't cry... It feel's like I want to know everything about her, her past, her present, her future, her fears, her liking, her dislike. her love, her everything. This sound so crazy. I feel crazy. This is so crazy. I have no idea if I encounter this feeling before. It's damn crazy. It is I swear. Thinking bout what we did, and now, shit. No one has apreciated me as much as she does, I swear. No one has cared for me more. When I do something, a good deed or help, I always feel that's the right thing to do and it's ok because that person need my help, but when I help her or do something for her, I just want to see her smile and laugh. Her 'Thank You' is like a ray of calmness to my heart and she ALWAYS says thank you. This is crazy, this is scary. I know this is crazy, I really do. She inspires me somehow, or mayb I let her inspire me. It's like I regain hope slowly. Hope that keeps us going on. There's no point thinking of what's going to happen or why it happen. I'm going crazy, and everytime I sleep, theres will atleast be a glimpse of her........Shit

I'm I still the light at the end of the tunnel?
Have always been.
*melt quitely*
CRAZY

SUE ME