I don't know how to explain what I am about to say but I'm gona say it anyways. It's not that I can't explain but I can't find the words that can describe it.

I don't know if this is a curse, I don't know if this is a gift. I'm sure I'm not the only one having it, I'm sure there is many like me. I can't understand everyone's problem, but I can feel when people broke something in the inside. I can feel it when people is sad. Honestly it can. At time's I feel it alot of times at one go that it freaks me out. I get paranoid.

Someone don't seem to feel not apreciated. Feels like he's going no where, feels like people are stepping onto him. I know it's very unlikely he would read this, but hold on bro. I feel your pain, I really do. Have faith, have hope. Don't let it fade. Never let it fade.

It won't help if I said I know how you feel, I gone through that before. It doesn't matter cause you are feeling it now. I know how it feels to be step on. I know how it feels to not be apreciated. I know how it feels like when you 'break' someone down or lament term assist in their inner struggle, that person will hate you or find you irritating. Most of them just disapear as time goes by. I don't expect them to stick with me through my journey but it do sucks. Really it does. It hurts me to know I'm affected by it.

I'm lost half way. I felt emotionless now so I can't say anything. Ironic isn't it. Am I numb to it? OR am I losing it? Weird.