sometimes the same thing scares me. I got a maximum of 3 months till this journey ends. Maybe it will not but probably it will. I know I will fall in this one. That is why it's so scary. I will probably stand back up but the thought that I will fall is not making me feel better. I'm just enjoying the moment right. I don't feel like I'm doing anything wrong, though I don't feel like I'm doing anything right either. I never learn my lesson countless time. I got a feeling this time when I fall, I need to stand on my own without any help. I just want to be happy and make people around me happy.

There are many things I realise as I go. I'm still learning and life is never ending learning.

I thank god for everything. Seriously I do. The past incident that leads to now. Me getting over it and realise this super cool girl. Though I know its only temp, but I honestly from the bottom of my heart, Thank you god.