When a game who really love game and can spend 24 hrs infront of his console or computer playing game have no mood to play any games at all, something is terribly fucking wrong. Something is wrong really. I have done many stupid things before of which no one have deserve it, but I know this is different. I never felt so sure yet I'm so confuse. This is driving me crazy. It's as if she show no effort at all, I'm so hurt. Honestly I am. When was the last time i hear to sad songs and wishing I'm alone at home for the moment. I can't eat, I can't sleep. It's disturbing. When I thought I grew stronger, this happen. I can't believe how this beautiful lady is making me weak.