Depression. I'm having a depression. It is depressing to know that I'am actually depress. It is really bothering me. I've been searching for things now. My body is really restless. Having insomnia. Watching romance in anime? This is really disturbing. It is kind of childish but yeah. The is no more sweet and innocent girls now. Everyone want to be the wild person. Either their body, heart or mind have been tainted. What am I looking for? Sometimes it's really pointless don't you think so. No matter what you do, in the end when you your life end, you will be forgotten just like our ancestors before us. Honestly, it sucks to be afraid. I'm afraid to lose. Not in a form of games, but in a form of life and love. Think back all this while, I had many opportunity that I should have taken but did not. I am really pathethic. I did not take the opportunity that I could have and make all the mistake that I could possibly do. This blog is also pointless. I fear getting old.... I fear if not knowing what to do. I swore to be strong to know what to do and never be blank. When it comes down to that moment, I just, fled.
SUE ME