Its nice to see someone smile, laugh and be excited. Happiness is nice. It heals the world. Laughter and happiness heal the world. I can rant all I want but no one knows except mayb you who is reading this.

Notice the song name is called the secret. Not only is it a nice song but also, I have a secret but I really wish to tell everyone about it. However I do not understand my secret at all. Is it really my secret? I'm confuse and lost by this. A few times I lost my faith. Because I felt inferior. I felt I don't matter. I felt that there's nothing in me. What happen to my ego? What happen to my confidents? INSECURITY? Sometimes when you want something, you got to release the handle bar and grab it if not it will fall and be lost forever. It's either you manage to control it or fall. The fall will hurt but it is only temporary and it will also leave a scar or glory which is permenant.

My mum told me I had a very good judge character towards someone. If I trust someone, she won't deny it, have her faith on me and try to support me. I failed her once though. You see, she see's my good friends and She is happy with the friends I have. She even told me if you feel something is wrong, take a step back and ask your friends for their opinion as they know me. They know how I tick.

If you feel victimize, then shut up and live with it.

SUE ME.