Evening and it's still bright. I miss how the sky look down on me. I forget how beautiful the sky is, darkness, bright light and a ray of hope. I miss the sounds of multiple random people walking pass, as they talk, gossip and a slight sound of music that could be heard on their mp3. The sound of total silence after a loud noise has been heard, the ringing silence that go buzzing on your ear drum. I miss the chilling fear that embrace me in the middle of the night as I sense something from behind silently stares and move slowly but swiftly through my blind spot. I miss the sense of tingling sensation from fear as your leg shivers to the core of your spine, as you embrace nature's route to your heart, it feel's as if you are born to do it. I miss how small things in life, fascinates me, like how tears drip for hours, yet no sense of thirst could be felt. How it feels like, when a stranger just smile and show a gesture of appreciation when you assisted to open the door for that random entity.

P.S Handling a Senile old man is the worst person you can handle. I am not talking about taking care or family members.