A difference can be felt. Same body with a different soul. Every inch of source of my daily reminder of what I really am or at least use to be, disappeared.
Where is my heart. Why can't I find any motivation in this. My thoughts, my everything, where have it gone to. Please someone enlighten me, why can't i feel real anymore.
What have I done to myself. This isn't how it suppose to be. God have not forsake me, no one have forsake me, I have forsaken myself. Does it make sense?
Save me from me. Show me one more time. Whats it like to be me. I lost myself way to many times. I forget how to be me.
Can I just hide in the corner? Not coming out. When I am finally gone, No one will ever realise I was here in the first place. When I come back, now one will ever know.
Am i turning weak? Weak hearted? Have I given up from this world's never ending hatred. Have I given up from disease called human?
Change the world? Help others? Truth be told, I cant help myself. Why am I feeling weak?
Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I want still stays the same
And I know what I should do
it's time to set myself on fire